Thursday, March 18, 2004
/8:43 PM
had my bandage on. did not train. theory was cancelled. den went back sch for chinese. wassen paying attention lyk usual. juz couldn't concentrate. im sorry. i really am.
lesson ended quite soon. n ms tan was asking me. it was in a joking manner,. she said [ wad if others ask me why im bias. that you can always hand in your work late n i dun scold you] i din noe how to ans her. i juz keep avoiding answering. but she kept probing for an ans. was i really making her life difficult. mayb she is right. well. she IS right. im putting her in a difficult position. but im truly grateful that she understands my situation n give let me off for it. really thankful. but im muz really change. very guilty. i dun wan others to think that she is bias. i dun wan others to think that i can get special treatment. we are all equal. n muz be treated equally too. i really muz change. i will find time to do so. i will. i really will.
y did you hv to make me cry. y. can u try understanding de stress i hv to go thru. i it there n rot. but im not. im thinking. thinking you noe. y muz u make it seems as if im not doing my job. n y did u hv to make me cry. i hate you. i juz need a little understanding frm u. u make me hate you. its not my fault. its ur own.
i juz wanna say. SORRY. truly guilty
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